Feb 20 2006
Too busy, or too quiet
Quite and Busy.
Life has a strange cycle of being busy, and being quiet. Since I first submitted my thesis this has been really clear. There were two months between when I submitted my thesis to Senate House, and the day of my viva. Two months in which I had very little structure in my life. I knew I wasn’t yet done, not yet ready to get a job. The chances were good that the examiners were going to want some corrections. Thinking back on it now, I can’t remember what I did for those two months. I remember something taking up 3 weeks, but I’m not sure…
It’s not really surprising; the PhD was pretty all consuming. I suspect I was ill for a few weeks, stressed, and sleeping lots. But basically, other than catching up with paperwork, and some meeting up with old friends, I had time off. Then I had my viva, and was given another three months or so of work to do. I started off working hard, working late, running new experiments. Then it stopped – for Christmas. I did some work over the Christmas holidays, but my loved ones prevented me from doing much (for my own benefit!)
January was back to the grindstone, corrections, more experiments, typographical changes. Then it all stopped. I sent it to my supervisor, and found myself with nothing do while waiting for him to look though my corrections, though this time only for a few days till he got back to me, The cycle repeats a few more times before a few days ago when I sent the final copy to the examiners, needless to say, hoping they will get back to me saying everything is ok. When they do I will have to go back into rush mode, to print the thesis, and bind it and hand it in before the deadline. But till they get back to me I am once again stuck with nothing to do.
It’s not just the thesis and the PhD that has this pattern. Today I have been busy all day with sorting out photos for a photo shoot I did yesterday. Tomorrow I have 4 appointments – one being a final found interview for a good job. Tuesday is totally empty, except a 45 minute phone interview at 7pm…. Then Wednesday, nothing! I have the day off, in fact, at the moment I don’t think I have any plans at all after Wednesday, ever!
Ok, maybe that last bit is slight exaggeration, but the last 6 months have left me feeling like that. Maybe I just need a good long holiday :-)









